Today I was very close to tears when a co-worker told me how much of an inspiration I was to her. She said she admired my strength & determination to accomplish this ride. I was inspired by my sister's & Mom's strength & determination during their battles with cancer. To think that they touched a strangers life and inspired them through me is a wonderful legacy, & gives some meaning to the pain & suffering they went through. Somehow that makes their loss a little more bearable for me.
When I was just shy of making the decision to do the ride, I talked with the widow of the man I'll riding in memory of. He was a mentor and friend...I still get choked up thinking of him...but I don't know who was more touched by the idea: me or his widow. It was easy to go ahead from that point.
We will all be drawing on our own sources of strength and motivation...and I wouldn't doubt that there will be a lot of tears at the starting and finish lines for those fighting this horrible illness and for those we've lost to it already. I know I'll be one without a dry face. It isn't easy when we look back at all the pain behind us that has brought us to this point.
I know so many people who have been touched by cancer...family, friends, survivors and those who've lost their battles... but I WILL do what I can to make a difference. I WILL NOT let this monster continue to inflict pain, suffering and anguish if there is anything I can do about it. I think that will be the common thread that all riders will have. Irrestpective and regardless of any factor that has brought to this point, we will be united in purpose...riding to conquer cancer.
If we happen to meet during the ride, I'd be happy to shake your hand (or even hug)...if you're there, then you are an inspiration: you're one willing to do what you can to make a difference.
Thanks Abrokenshire, it's good to know I'm not the only one moved to tears. Sometimes even when I write a blog - I am. Today I referred to my sponsors has the wind at my back. I think we all need some heart to heart connection with fellow riders. No promise of a hug - Lone Wolf thing you know but I so appreciate your sharing.
